Lost....

Feelin lost out here amidst all this desert sand..
chasin the darnkess amidst lost lands..
some strangeness catches my heart..
pulls it out and rips it out apart...
yet i walk on..
not wearing down despite the hot sun..
i know i can wander to reach an end..
wander to reach an end..
and have a message sent..
that this stranger..your fellow traveller..
still in familiar land yet is feeling lost out..
is this love..
or is it some darkness that engulfes me..
and blinds me no matter how hard i try to see...
shadows seem to be my only company..
every morning wakes me to a new touch of melancholy..
every shower through the skiess..
tells me to want your company..
ive forgotten friends..
ive forgotten life and hence...
i feel theres nothing wrong in ending it..
not bit by bit..
but all at once..
like falling through a waterfall..
nad letting the wind haul..
my spirit forever,,
im here down..
drowning..
in emotions...
people have forgotten me..
BUT..
a lost sailor does reach a destination..
n ive reached mine..
without u..life is just fine..
i will rise..
and walk again..
never in vain..
no more pain..
that blackenes my mind..
n leaves me only with loneliness to find..
am out now..
walkin..
no longer wearin thin..
never again losing a thing..
lost enough..
fought enough..
and finallly
thought enough
that this bullshit love is ENOUGH

was lost..
now rising to shine again...